Only if...

Only if you knew what conflict was battling inside me
Between the dark and the light
Only if you knew the worst side of me
The side that makes me cringe
Only if you knew the struggles I face
The ones that take me out at the knee's
Only if i could just simply breathe
But the anxiety succeeds
Only if you knew how I feel sometimes
Everything that goes wrong is my fault
Only if you knew the feeling of complete brokenness
Shattered completely 
Only if I could understand why some days I just sit down and cry
It must be my brain
Only if I could feel so overjoyed
So much happiness I couldn't contain it
Only if you knew me.

Whoa..

It feel so weird to not have to go to school anymore...

Graduation

Today i graduate from BOCES :) I feel so accomplished!! and on the 23 I will be graduating from Homer  High School :) it's such a strange and exciting feeling :) After graduation i am leaving for Delta Lake Camp to work for the whole month of July!

well..

Welp Hershey Park was alright.. i loved riding the ferinheight!! and school is almost over i can't fricken wait!!!! :)

Senioritus.

SCHOOL WILL BE THE DEATH OF ME!!!!

Deal Breaker!!

i got a head band and it's really cute and itt was only $2!!! i love getting things for cheap that are cute, it's the best feeling in the world!! :) just throwing throwing that out there :P

For my english portfolio i am using an excerpt from an autobiography of Ansel Adams!!! He is my favorite photographer!!! :)

                                                                        Ansel Adams

Moonrise, Hernandez, New Mexico, 1941